5/31/2025

Obviously I broke my daily habit. It's been two months since I last wrote a post.

It's hard to describe - the ability to dial in.

It becomes overwhelming.

It becomes enlightening.

It becomes empty.

All that remains is me.

And that's what happened.

I burned out, crashed and yet chose to move forward with a radical new life approach, pulled together from prior strengths and wisdom. I woke up that following morning - implemented extreme change of behavior.

To be fair, I am behavior technician and it's what I do for a living. Shaping and motivating. I did an intervention on myself.

And like before, all these years of accumulating wisdom as a parent facing these unique challenges - I wish I could have documented it because just in these two months, life has been immense and full. But I was burnt out from writing and I promised myself I would never let writing become a punishment.

I've changed but my desire to share my world perspective has not. I truly believe it's possible to find better ways to communicate, share and socialize beyond our current SM and media structure. I love the idea of a living website. Only one way to make that happen.

So for June, I'm going to continue daily journal writing.