3/31/2025

I had so much to write about today. Yet it's the end of the day, way too exhausted and drained to try. I need to refocus effort somewhere because this? Isn't working.

I had a good day overall. Lots of energy for work and it was pleasant. Somehow I cratered once home. I'm tired of falling into these cycles - especially when writing feels like a chore. I love writing and sharing life details. So when I feel this way I know something is wrong. It's a highly preferred activity for me, to write and document even the most mundane details. It's what I do at work too. And maybe that's the problem, burn out.

The best form of advocacy is being able to openly share life reality - making it relatable to others. I personally love windows into other's minds and thought process, moreso than news or fiction. My life is complicated but not really. Not sure why I feel so odd lately.

Writing at the end of the day is awful though. I can feel myself just wanting to hit the delete and refresh button. Almost daily. If I were writing a fictional story, that would be ridiculous and unproductive. Not sure why I'm wanting to do that to my own life.

The kids brought home artwork which I thought were pretty cool.

Well it's a new month tomorrow, and a severe weather day.