3/9/2025

I spent all day writing and working on projects - just not this one. It was a beautiful day. It went fast. Time change. So tonight I'm kind of burnt out on writing. Fictional is so much more fun and flowing. Eventually I'd like to incorporate it into here but like with so many other things in my life - I just can't seem to get started with follow through. I'm not drowning. I guess I have that going for me.

I don't feel depressed. Maybe just stagnant and in my world, that's an awful feeling. Every day I hope I get it together. I have to respect that this year, has been challenging. I'm stuck in survival mode most of the time. But I'm fully aware that I'm willfully in this place. So tomorrow I will take another step forward, which is all I can do.