A lot of things happened yesterday - didn't get a chance to write more. It was beautiful outside. Somehow, I had the writing flow cut off. It happens from time to time. All the topics I'd want to cover? Just cannot find appropriate words or effort to make it happen.
I live and work in a nonverbal world. It's very difficult to convey the vast difference but one really begins to see the limitations in words and meanings. Eye contact, cues, triggers, adjustments, presence, absence, volume of noise - all of these things are more meaningful to me at any given time. If I'm heavily invested in an emotional non-verbal day - it becomes harder to write. Harder to capture the momentum and writing seems so cheap, trivial and maybe even meaningless given the chances of misinterpretation. In many ways, life becomes more musical at those times.
Today I feel awful because my mom became very ill after watching Jake. Caregivers face this kind of reality every day. Exposure.
Exposure in the media has a different meaning. Persecution. I am beyond tired of the profitable conflation. Because what it does? Removes the conversation chains that address the very real concerns caregivers are dealing with on a daily basis. They deserve compassion and assistance. Quick recognition of their needs/struggles. There is no reason why SM cannot function to help society's caregivers vs noisemakers. Yet there are barriers. Many of those barriers seem innocent in nature given basic communication challenges that anyone faces in life.
Most people cannot discern between the word differences and increased AI usage? Isn't helping. I'm not writing an eassy on this topic. So many have already addressed it. I just want to make a personal note about it today in my journal because I noticed things.
These things have always caught my attention but idk, I took some time to analyze it deeper. I already had an unconventional way of charting these anomalies because the patterns and code words stood out to me. I would get overloaded by the media noise and yet still wanted to read and participate in the news. If it seems fun to me? I'm more likely to absorb and remember the information. Silly stuff, I know but it allowed me to develop a media navigational method.
And it's getting late tonight. I just quickly skimmed through what I wrote. Yeah, it's choppy, while all over the place and really giving an AI competitive challenge at being awful to digest. Yet I'm just a tired human, happy that my career is not dependent on writing.
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